little personal crisis

[Tanoujin Milestone]

Hi folks. Those who know me a bit, surely do know too that I have a chronic mental condition being diagnosed as schizoaffective disordered in 2008. I see no reason to hide that anyway. I am in an acute psychotic episode at the moment, and therefore I doubt I will be able to perform the duties of an LRA for the coming weeks. This also explains, alongside with some viewer hickups, why I am missing most of our community life at the moment and lost track of the ongoing discussions big time.

This stuff comes and goes in waves, taking weeks of development, building up and breaking on the shore, lol. I am afraid the general direction is downwards... sooner or later I will lose my ability to participate RL in a normal duty job environment - please cross your fingers for me I find a smooth transition to being a happy welfare case. This will leave me with almost no money and a lot of time for my SL activities

Dunno what is going to happen next. Would like to avoid checking into the ward. Please bear with me.

[Kyoko]

You have our love and support Tan.

[Rosie Gray]

Love to you Tan, and all wishes for your best in RL. We'll still be here for you when you can come.

[Han Held]

I have been struggling with anxiety/agorophobia and depression for decades now -you have my well wishes. I hope you are able to find good treatment and a way to manage the problems you're going through.

There's always a place for you here, and right now taking care of your self is priority number one.

Hang in there -there will be better days again!

[Laura Azalee]

We'll miss you... and will be very happy when you come back!
Take good care of yourself... hope you can be better soon.

[Em Warden]

Dear Tan, all my love, and my thoughts are with you.

You are always such a good sport, and a sensible person who can always be trusted. Thank you for your time served as our LRA. I am looking forward to see you in CDS whenever you feel like poppping up

[Sylvia Tamalyn]

I sure will miss your humor, your always-reasonable point of view and your analytical skills! Best wishes to you, Tan, and I hope you are back with us very soon!

[Emilia Avindar]

Take care, Tan. I hope you find a comfortable situation that will allow you to create and thrive in the outer world...you are always safe here in CDS. Please seek any of us out at any time you need to talk.

[Delia Lake]

Do whatever you need to take care of yourself. Know that we care for you and keep you in our thoughts and hearts.